

just bought 4 new bras. “because they were cute.” in my defense, it really is hard to find cute bras in my size, but still. at least its something i know ill use haha i just dont know if anyone but me will ever see them
WHY MUST YOU TEMPT ME GOD?!?!?!?!?!?!

want.
if i owned these, they would never come off. excuse to wear something like sweatpants and still look cute? god has final answer my prayers hahaha
(via asilvergirl)
i did not know there were actual terms for either of these, but i can think of some people who will enjoy using them ;)
(Source: callitrecklesss, via dutchessofdiamonds)
summer school starts in a few hours. oh the overwhelming sense of joy.
actually, i dont have many feelings one way or another yet. i think my art history class will be great because the professor is brilliant and a very respected member in her field. not so sure about the regular history one, my friend said the teacher wasnt very nice, and i think the online class is going to be more work than i anticipated.
oh, and one of my jobs has decided that its ok to schedule me for 4 hour shifts in between the morning and night classes every tuesday and thursday, so ill be in school/working from 8 am to 1030 pm 2 days a week and then opening at 4 am on mon/wed/fri and working whatever else im scheduled for on weekends. so.much.joy.
but this will catapult me to a full 2 years ahead of schedule. which means i will be graduating 2 years ahead of when im supposed to. and that means im closer to grad school and a doctorate and closer to actually doing what i want to do with my life. and that makes me happy.
i cant imagine ever just beingaveragein my academic studies, much less behind. i understand that it works better for some people to work at a slower pace, and thats totally cool, but i would rather stress myself to death now and excel so that i can get out and teach and start working on my big lifetime goals.
but thats just me getting ahead of myself. no matter how far ahead i get, i still have another 2 years left at csulb. and im ok with that. it could always be worse. this summer semester is just another big leap forward for me.
just finished watching thor for the bazillionth time. its not your typical “happy hollywood ending” plot, and i really enjoy that. it makes me want to know what happens next. im obsessively waiting for thor 2 to come out. only another year and a half to wait. if the world ends in 2012, i will go back in time and kill all of the mayans so that the world can survive long enough for me to see thor 2. have i mentioned how much i love this movie? and chris hemsworth? skldfjsldkjflskfjslkadfjlskdfjsdlkfjsdalkfds
that is all.

the last few days have been…weird….i couldnt figure it out until i was browsing my pictures and found the ones from spain, mostly de la sagrada familia. it hit me, im getting restless again.
ive spent all semester working 40+ hours a week at 3 jobs and taking 18 units, had to deal with some really shitty friends coming and going as they pleased and not spending enough time with my real friends, getting maybe 20 hours of sleep during the school week and not eating enough because of my weird schedule, and now im burnt the fuck out.
for once, i almost feel like i dont even want to go home to costa rica (kinda. i will always have a deep desire to go home). i want to go back to spain, or somewhere where nobody knows me and nobody cares. where i can do whatever the fuck i want and not have big girl responsibilities. just a week or 2 would be great.
i think i need to lose myself to find myself again. i dont know if that makes sense, but i know i cant do it here
so im house-sitting for my grandma while shes gone, and apparently the city of long beach has decided to go and redo all of the sewer lines in her neighborhood. today theyve decided to shut down both the streets that make her corner. so basically i cant get my car out of the driveway and i cant go anywhere until they leave or someone picks me up.
gah so many things i was planning on doing. laundry, going in to one of my jobs to give them my summer schedule, shopping for a dress for beckys wedding, getting my tattoo done…blah
and of course, theres no food in this house. i didnt think it was a problem last night when i came and id already eaten, but now im hungry =/
but on the bright side, theres a boy meets world marathon on tv and i have my laptop so maybe ill start learning german from the online classes i bought.
and for the record, hell couldnt stop me from getting my ink done today.